I just realized that, these questions are barriers to entering Rainbow Black not in the way of say, trying to enter a bar and needing the password, but more like, knowing the directions? Or even more like: entering a game of poker?
(does this make sense? it is impossible to "enter the game of poker" without understanding the rules. Not because anyone is keeping you from it, but because of the nature of what it is. Everyone can try to help you. All the materials can be there. But it must be "you" who recognizes it. Otherwise, "you", are not there)
It's difficult to talk about Rainbow Black directly. It's real, but it's not a physical structure like a church or a barn. I accessed it through the maze of souls, though that time it was an anomalous experience of the maze--my experience of the maze was entirely different from the start, the time I accessed the veils. I also entered the maze in a different manner than I had before.
But it's more like--once you start understanding things and accepting things and start living in harmony with the flow of the Commonality, you start to see everything in a new light.
I'll write about my encounter with Rainbow Black in detail at some point, but there's a lot of preparatory stuff to share first. That's mostly why I'm holding back, there's just so much to explain.
But I can tell you that right before I found it, I gave up. I gave up on Rainbow Black, and I almost gave up on the path I had been on all my life, my path of understanding the Commonality and Five. But I was also experiencing intense frustration about the fact that I couldn't talk about my intex experiences with others (for a long while, Five impeded me from talking about it; it was waiting for me to mature...)
I felt like I had done so much work and gotten so far, I understood so much and had experienced so many transcendent experiences, and yet I wasn't really clear on what I was supposed to be doing. I was frustrated, and in a state of frustration I asked Five for help. Actually, I asked Five for a specific secret. Actually actually, I made a trade--a covenant--with Five, and traded for the secret. It was a secret I thought would help me jump worlds in a very particular manner. . . but instead, to my delighted surprise, the secret jumped me to Rainbow Black. Well, it jumped me into the "anomalous" maze of souls where I encountered the first veil leading to Rainbow Black.
Hahaha, this is why I don't want to just jump in and talk about Rainbow Black--without context and background and detail, it sounds demented. It's so very hard to discuss this stuff... it's not like anything else. It's not like a dream, it's not like a psychedelic drug experience (I've had plenty of those)... words are based on common experience, and if nobody else has experienced it, and it's not like anything else I've ever experienced, how can I give voice to the experience?
That's what I'm trying to figure out here on the Dark Gift. How to talk about this admittedly mystical-sounding stuff in a way that makes it fathomable and actionable.
I just had a thought/potential insight: would you say that rainbow black "gets bigger" every time "someone new discovers it" (could also say it's a gradual expanse, as more of consciousness energy is concerted on it/aware of it)
(can just answer short/yes/no, I'm just trying to compare the model in my head with the correct answer, don't need the answer spoiled yet)
I don't think terms of size or volume really apply to Rainbow Black... it's much closer to "cyberspace." I suppose you could say cyberspace gets bigger or smaller, though it's not obvious how one would measure that. . .
... but Rainbow Black isn't really like cyberspace. Though it's closer to cyberspace than it is to, say, a house.
(I was making a guess that a new soul gaining understanding/recognition adds something, given the uniqueness of souls and the perspectives they are capable of holding)
maybe a smaller claim to make here instead isn't about Rainbow Black but about what understanding/recognition adds to reality/the commonality (because the soul, and its understanding, are themselves parts of the building blocks of the commonality)
how did i even get here?? i love my information diet so much i love my algorithm
You are very welcome here! :)
Who is intex?
Hello Rasmalai!
My intex series starts here: https://ogiogas.substack.com/p/how-to-contact-extraterrestrial-intelligence
I just realized that, these questions are barriers to entering Rainbow Black not in the way of say, trying to enter a bar and needing the password, but more like, knowing the directions? Or even more like: entering a game of poker?
(does this make sense? it is impossible to "enter the game of poker" without understanding the rules. Not because anyone is keeping you from it, but because of the nature of what it is. Everyone can try to help you. All the materials can be there. But it must be "you" who recognizes it. Otherwise, "you", are not there)
(is this correct?)
It's difficult to talk about Rainbow Black directly. It's real, but it's not a physical structure like a church or a barn. I accessed it through the maze of souls, though that time it was an anomalous experience of the maze--my experience of the maze was entirely different from the start, the time I accessed the veils. I also entered the maze in a different manner than I had before.
But it's more like--once you start understanding things and accepting things and start living in harmony with the flow of the Commonality, you start to see everything in a new light.
I'll write about my encounter with Rainbow Black in detail at some point, but there's a lot of preparatory stuff to share first. That's mostly why I'm holding back, there's just so much to explain.
But I can tell you that right before I found it, I gave up. I gave up on Rainbow Black, and I almost gave up on the path I had been on all my life, my path of understanding the Commonality and Five. But I was also experiencing intense frustration about the fact that I couldn't talk about my intex experiences with others (for a long while, Five impeded me from talking about it; it was waiting for me to mature...)
I felt like I had done so much work and gotten so far, I understood so much and had experienced so many transcendent experiences, and yet I wasn't really clear on what I was supposed to be doing. I was frustrated, and in a state of frustration I asked Five for help. Actually, I asked Five for a specific secret. Actually actually, I made a trade--a covenant--with Five, and traded for the secret. It was a secret I thought would help me jump worlds in a very particular manner. . . but instead, to my delighted surprise, the secret jumped me to Rainbow Black. Well, it jumped me into the "anomalous" maze of souls where I encountered the first veil leading to Rainbow Black.
Hahaha, this is why I don't want to just jump in and talk about Rainbow Black--without context and background and detail, it sounds demented. It's so very hard to discuss this stuff... it's not like anything else. It's not like a dream, it's not like a psychedelic drug experience (I've had plenty of those)... words are based on common experience, and if nobody else has experienced it, and it's not like anything else I've ever experienced, how can I give voice to the experience?
That's what I'm trying to figure out here on the Dark Gift. How to talk about this admittedly mystical-sounding stuff in a way that makes it fathomable and actionable.
I just had a thought/potential insight: would you say that rainbow black "gets bigger" every time "someone new discovers it" (could also say it's a gradual expanse, as more of consciousness energy is concerted on it/aware of it)
(can just answer short/yes/no, I'm just trying to compare the model in my head with the correct answer, don't need the answer spoiled yet)
I don't think terms of size or volume really apply to Rainbow Black... it's much closer to "cyberspace." I suppose you could say cyberspace gets bigger or smaller, though it's not obvious how one would measure that. . .
... but Rainbow Black isn't really like cyberspace. Though it's closer to cyberspace than it is to, say, a house.
hmm ok, this is a helpful data point
(I was making a guess that a new soul gaining understanding/recognition adds something, given the uniqueness of souls and the perspectives they are capable of holding)
maybe a smaller claim to make here instead isn't about Rainbow Black but about what understanding/recognition adds to reality/the commonality (because the soul, and its understanding, are themselves parts of the building blocks of the commonality)